I am going out with Ashley now, WOOO! much appears to be ahead of me, yet I worry, all the time, that I may not do everything I need to in time to make it happen, to make sure I am apart of it all... it worries me. I am afraid I'll not be good enough for Ashley, she is in escence perfect, I am afraid, that I'll mess up, and loose her. So I worry, and I write to direct my thoughts else where, even if those thoughts are merely on another emotion for her or revolving around my life. All is well in my life in short, for one only worries when they care, and I do care for her, it's the start to what I am sure will be something grand in the time to come. we shall see, I am excited about winter formal. It seems like it will be a great night to remember. I have a few surprises planned for winter formal, nothing too big, just enough I think to really create a nice feeling to the night, and a sincerity to what I say. I look forward to saturday night.

tis enough for now...